||[Feb. 5th, 2004|10:51 pm]
The things you've left unsaid
Stumbled upon this place, I hope you don't mind...|
I have an unspoken dream, to tell the one I love that I love her, but I know she'll never love me back and when I tell her, she'll never want to talk to me again.
Not a problem at all, we want to be more well known :)
and wow that's a toughie, I don't really have much advice on that situation, but I wish I did... Best of luck to you, and hopefully you'll figure something out.
How do you know she'll never love you back? There's always a chance.
Well I know because she's been very vocal about not hating, but not likening people who like the 'same gender' as she puts it, the only thing I hate is that she doesn’t know about me so our friendship is a lie, but if she knew she would hate me for not telling her and also be uneasy about me likening her like this. It sucks, and if she would like me, her parents would fry me and her both alive for it, they are very strict about things like this they already suspect I think, just by how they look at me.
Well, as much as I don't want to go on and on about my personal experiences...
I used to like a girl that didn't get on very well with gays. It took her a long time to warm up to me. She's very religious and I finally got her around to reading some boy/boy stories and eventually she started reading more. But her parents found out and they flipped out. I think they hate me now.
Anyway, she warmed up to me and the concept of being gay. Though her parents are still pretty much against it, she isn't quite as much anymore. And even though I've never flat out told her I loved her, I think she knows. I've hinted at it.
I don't know. I want to say to try it. But I understand your position...
rawrg @.@ Sorry you two I know that both got e-mailed to you if you have comments set to e-mail to you that is... that's what I get for multi tasking, ment to comment on a diffrent LJ, and put it here insted, took the comment off just so i don'r cunfuse the heck out of people as it halfway look like it was ment to be here, but also It made no sense. *ducks head and scrambles off before she messes things up*
I felt it fit in almost too perfectly :-), you sure you didn't mean to post it here? j/k I hope your not offended by my comment, I just felt it was perfectly matched with the subject.
My friend is 20, do you think that this might work for her still? Or that she still might change her mind? She is only living with her parents to save money not having to dorm for collage (she only has a year left, she got to go to collage while in High School, she's really smart) and she gets along with her family despite how harsh they come across to me, so I'm really afraid if her parents do find out she'll take their side, the whole blood is thicker then water ordeal. I've got to get to work, and I really feel strange talking this out with strangers when I can't even tell most of my friends, thanks.
Well maybe I'll post more later, maybe.
Yeah, Manda's comment sure fit in well with our conversation, lmao.
Well, It's hard to say what would work on someone I've never spoken to before. Maybe the best would be to slowly get her warmed up to the idea? Bring up the idea of two women liking each other around her to see how she reacts. *shrug*
It's always easier talking to strangers because you don't know them and have no emotional attatchment to them. Or something.